Tuesday, February 2, 2010

So loud but quiet.

It is so quiet today in my little apartment. It's just like yesterday and the other day.It's been like this forever. It's quiet, you could hear a pin dropping but also so loud with fear of loneliness. It's not lacking in supply of anything but also very empty of life. Boring and nothing much to do but my mind busy with a sea of thoughts.
What happened to the vision I had. I saw alot of people at my house eating, drinking and making merry. My fault, I'm busy with this and that or maybe everyone is as busy as I am.
I saw a crazy house of girls' sleepovers. That's why the big couch and the hide a bed sofa. Hmmm I don't know how I came up with that. All in my imagination. I cannot begin to tell of everything I tried to feel a saticifaction/ fullfilled.
Out of all of them, just this has worked, A very good work out and sleep in Sunday morning. Any better suggestions? Happy February.